waiting for you... by PleasurelyPainful, literature
Literature
waiting for you...
waiting, waiting...
my heart is pounding
hands shaking
mind racing
waiting, waiting...
just let me be yours now
i don't know how much longer
i can hold on
waiting, waiting...
i love you and you love me
how much simpler could it be
but we still must overcome one obstacle
waiting, waiting...
i'd wait forever you know that
but please don't drag this out
for too much longer...
I still remember the day I watched you. It was on my old account, when I had barely started and knew almost nothing. I felt somewhat judged and like I annoyed many. But I was drawn to you. Your poetry, your personality, your openness...it made me so happy and I thought maybe I could have a real friend here.
So I read more of your poems, got more absorbed. Thinking, 'She's so good at this. She's so nice. I wish I could write this freely.' Wondering, 'Aw this is such a cute love poem! I wonder who the lucky girl is this time...' Sometimes, I thought it could have been me. Now I know a few were, and that made me feel so special.
Of course, thi
cry for...
the girl who sees fat
in all the wrong places
and wishes for a way
to eliminate it quickly
the boy who strayed
popping pills like candy
nearly drowning in sorrow
and creating a single red line
the girl who feels deformed
no matter what you see in her
how lovely she truly is
she's convinced it's all lies
the boy who has to hide himself
and holds more secrets than you know
but let's me see inside his heart
and stays strong for us both
the girl who just wants love
but keeps doing it the wrong way
she may not see it but i can
and she needs help before it's too late
cry for us, strangers to you
but not to others
to move all my old stuff from here to my new account that I want moved there. then i think i'm officially done on this account. not deactivating but i think it's just gonna be dead and i'll unwatch everyone and put stuff in storage. yup.
I'm not really that active anymore on here xD. Pretty much always on hushed-lullabies (https://www.deviantart.com/hushed-lullabies) now >.> so if you still haven't watched me there, you should do that. Please. Cause all I do is respond to comments and then clean everything out here. That's it.