Sta.sh
I still remember the day I watched you. It was on my old account, when I had barely started and knew almost nothing. I felt somewhat judged and like I annoyed many. But I was drawn to you. Your poetry, your personality, your openness...it made me so happy and I thought maybe I could have a real friend here.
So I read more of your poems, got more absorbed. Thinking, 'She's so good at this. She's so nice. I wish I could write this freely.' Wondering, 'Aw this is such a cute love poem! I wonder who the lucky girl is this time...' Sometimes, I thought it could have been me. Now I know a few were, and that made me feel so special.
Of course, things changed for me. I got a boyfriend and everyone was happy for me, even you. A year and a half later, it all went downhill. We had become closer and closer so I confided in you. You were there, cheering me up, making me smile and laugh when it was one of the last things I wanted to do. Then I found out the truth. You liked me. You had for awhile. My heart leapt and I cried tears of happiness when I read that note. We proudly called each other girlfriend's. I smiled anytime I saw your name online and a new note. Everything made me so happy.
Unfortunately, we didn't last. But I wouldn't change what we had for anything. We were special, if just for a short time. We're still the best of friends. What else could I ask for?
I know that no matter what, even through all our ups and downs, we'll always have each other's backs. And I want you to know, no matter what, I'll always be here when you need me. Because I will always love and care about you, my dear Emily. I want you to always know...
'I'll be there for you~
Cause you're there for me too~'
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I'm so glad you were able to remain such good friends with her. (: (:
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