Darker Side

I'm so scared of myself…
My mind is terrifyingly dark
Churning with inner turmoil
Anger
Darkness

Everyone thinks I'm precious and loving
But I have such a different side
The side no one sees
This side is so terrified of messing up

She blows up easily
And will only end up breaking your heart

She is made of broken promises
Shattered dreams
Endless tears

She wears countless scars on her heart
Her spirit has shattered one to many times
She dwells in darkness
And wallows in sin

She'll make you hate her
So you'll stay away

The reality is
She doesn't want to hurt you
But can't tell you that
For she doesn't know how…